Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Here and now


Life is a way.Life is no goal.

I just want to be here and now

And tread the way full of flowers

Need to stop running

here and there

To transform myself here

If I keep on going there

I might be led away from here


And grow, and grow

Foolishness is a part of growth

People outside me

become my mirror

They reflect me

So I see better who I am


Need to see myself within

Not in the mirror

Need to be alone

to indulge myself in the purity of aloneness

ultimate and blissful


And listen to the silence

in the middle of nowhere

but always somewhere


The silence is very loud

I want to go beyond the distraction

And unnecessary chatter

And all messages

without meaning

and all gestures

telling nothing


to be able to

see

meaning and truth


I want to become a river

which will ultimately reach the sea

to flow with glow

between my body and soul

my mind..

need to defrost the mind

to love

Love is freedom

Simultaneous surrender

becoming

two separate pillars supporting same roof

to surrender to the unknown force

that takes possesion of

us

one day

Wonder and Freedom

If you understand
Insecurity is an intrinsic part of life
And good that it is so because it makes life a Freedom
It makes life a continuous surprise.
One never knows what is going to happen
It keeps you continuously in Wonder.

Don't call it uncertainty-call it Wonder.
Don't call it insecurity-call it Freedom.


From '' A sudden clash of thunder'' Osho

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Toujours toute seule partout


toujours toute seule partout

aucun message

bien sur

suis-je ...

et puis des messages sans importance..

J' allume la radio, je l' eteins

et puis, je fume

et nous retournons dans nos pensees

il a pris ma main..dans mon reve..

je ne me suis jamais sentie a l'aise

en compagnie ..trop distant...

on s'embrasse et on se touche comme on respire chez moi

et le vent avait tournee

insidievsement

et la conversation avait glisse


je me sens perdue

je suis completement perdue

et des messages sans importance...

aucun message

il a pris ma main

bien sur

Thursday, May 1, 2008

wonderland


I am a wondergirl

Looking for my wonderboy

wonderful

wonderland


reading in the dark

escaping the forest of rumors

fishing in the fishless waters


detoxication of

body,mind and soul

in full sun:)